Anal Amy

I've been trying for a little less than a week to write a post about how I met Christian. I wanted to write about our first night and how we almost literally spent all weekend long in bed. But I've been unable to put it into words. I've tried to write it like one of my classic posts, but it just feels different. When I'm with him, I don't feel like I want to be a slut. There's part of me that misses being that bad girl, but the sex with him is amazing. Even now that we've kind of settled into a routine, the sex is still good. Plus, it never hurts that we often do it more than once a day, which keeps me happy and satisfied.

I don't know if any of that makes sense. But instead of trying to write about the beginning, I'm going to start where we are now. Even though, we've settled into a routine, it definitely isn't boring. So, hopefully, I'll have some good blog posts to share with you soon. I can't promise a lot of blog posts this week. School starts for me in a little over than a week, so things are kind of crazy (more than normal crazy even), but I'll be around soon.

Well first off sorry for not posting for a long, long time. I started to look through the comments but there's close to 81 so that will have to wait! Here's a few answers to comments so far - no I'm not pregnant, no I didn't get married and no I didn't etc, etc.

I've been working two jobs and that alone has been killing me. I've also met a wonderful guy. A bit of a change from the jerks that I've dated, slept with and fucked in the past. We've been really having an amazing time this summer. Not only is the sex amazing but we've also been really going out and doing things outside of the bedroom.

That being said, we've also had a lot of great sex, a lot of it has been worth writing about. I can't promise any epic posts this week, but after the weekend, I'll see what I can do.

And one last thing. Believe it or not, I've missed the blog and you guys. More than a few times I had a post to write in my head and just didn't have time.

Just checking in tonight. Instead of hanging out with Brett this weekend, I'll be going out with my friends tomorrow night. I don't know what were doing or where we're going but knowing my friends there will be lots of guys there.

I left it open where Saturday night/Sunday I could hang out with Brett. We'll see how tomorrow night goes. LOL

Plus, sometime I still have a date with the guy I ran into the other day at the gas station. I talked to him this afternoon and I think we're going out the night I have off next week. I don't know which night that is because my boss hasn't made the schedule but I usually get one weekday night off.

Anyways, I'm in a much better mood tonight. And it's only half to do with the nice amount of tips I made tonight.

I almost broke up Brett today/tonight. We've been going through a lot of really good days, followed by a lot of really bad days. I barely ever talk to him during the week anymore. I called him on the way to work, he said like five words the whole time. I called him while I was driving home. He said more, but I've never heard him so excited to get off the phone with me.

I feel like I've become super co-dependent with him and that's totally not me. I feel like I need someone I can call my own, which I realized seemed pretty stupid. The summer is just beginning. I think I want to be single. There's lots of hot guys out there. Plus, I'd love to spend time with my friends doing things that twenty year olds do. The sex is great with Brett, but I feel like I'm settled down with him. We spend Friday and Saturday nights watching television and movies (when we're not having sex). And good sex really isn't a good reason to stay with a guy. I've had some pretty good luck finding other good lovers in the past, I'm sure I could do it again.

Short rant over. Whatever, happens I hope there's lots more sex in the future. Writing posts like this isn't half as fun as writing about my sex life.

Anyways, that's about it for tonight. I need a shower. I stink like the grill at work.

I saw two people that I haven't seen in a long time today. The first one, I could've done without seeing. The second, I'm glad I ran into him.

I saw Jill's Dad. I don't think I've seen him in over a year. I was driving past his house on the way to one of my friend's who lived further down the street. He was getting out of his car and walking into his house. (I swear I wasn't stalking him.) I don't think he saw me. He still looked hot. However, half of me just wanted to roll down my window and give him the finger.

Then just few minutes while I was driving home, I had to stop and fill up my car with gas (right now I'm really glad I got a car with good gas mileage). I saw some guy staring at me. I didn't recognize him at first. I went to high school with him. We had a few classes together, but never really talked. He was hot back then, he was even hotter now. We ended up exchanging numbers. He wanted to go out with me sometime this week and he thought that I was just putting him off when I told him I couldn't go out with him any night this week. I work every night this week and this weekend, I'll see Brett. However, I think I got talked into going out to a late movie or dinner with him sometime later this week.

And since I like to get ahead of myself, I started to wonder. What if we hit it off, and started dating. I don't think I could date two guys at once again and I actually saw myself no longer seeing Brett.

It seems like forever since the last time I updated. A lot has happened, but at the same time, not much has happened. Wow, that makes sense, but I've worked a long day but felt an urge to write anyways tonight.

So, I've been having a lot of men give me numbers. It may have been something to do with the fact that I was out looking or may have been something to do with the fact that I've been dressing a little slutty, showing off more. However, even though I've gotten a few numbers, none have been any that I'd call.

Then this weekend, I had a great time with Brett even if he made me walk through swamps. He didn't do it on purpose. We went hiking this weekend and even though north west Illinois has had a lot of rain, it doesn't compare to Iowa, we still got pretty wet and muddy. The trails in some spots were more mud than anything that resembled an actual hiking trail. And in a few places the lake that we were hiking around had completely covered the trail. We would've been better in a boat.

So needless to say, my shoes and even my legs were covered with mud. We were exhausted but Brett didn't even want to get into his car. We cleaned ourselves up with old shirts of the trunk. We were still dirty, but clean enough to get into his car once we took our shoes and socks off.

When we got back to our hotel, we went straight to the shower, it was hot and steamy, but really were just getting clean. However, laying on to top of the bed afterwards, things got hot.

We were both just wrapped in towels and I couldn't resist unwrapping his towel. It started with just a handjob. We kissed as I stroked his cock. I forgot about Luke. He got completely hard.

I took off my towel, then climbed on top of him. I teased him for about three seconds, rubbing my pussy against his cock, before he grabbed my hips and pushed his cock into me with one motion. He told me that there wasn't going to be any teasing. I wasn't going to complain.

I just laid there on top of him, kissing him, slowly raising and lowering myself on to him. My body was tired, but feeling his cock inside of me started to wake me up.

Soon, I was sitting on top of him. I was really riding his cock now. It felt amazing and honestly, I don't think I'll ever get tired of feeling him deep inside of me.

When I started to tire, he flipped us over so that he was on top. It started as simple missionary at first, with my legs spread wide open. But a few minutes later, he scooped up my legs and put them around my head. He took his cock out of my pussy and aimed it for my ass. I wasn't really prepared, but with some effort he was able to push inside of my ass. It hurt, but my favorite kind of pain, that mixes with incredible pleasure.

We fucked in that position for only like a minute before my legs started to give. Soon, I was on my knees and hands, taking his cock in my ass doggy style. He was rock hard and fucking me like it was the first time he had ever fucked my ass. It was amazing and I was now sweating and breathing harder than I was while we were hiking.

Next thing I know he's grunting. He's usually quiet, except when he has his strongest orgasms. I couldn't wait for what was coming next. He started to moan and it didn't even sound like him. There was several hard thrusts, then he finally came to rest deep inside of me, his cock pulsating as he filled me with cum.

We were going to go out for dinner that night, but instead we stayed in and had room service. Then had lots more sex.


And even though I had a good weekend with Brett, I still feel lonely. I like Brett a lot, but it's more of a friends with benefits situation. Luke, even though he wasn't mine, was more like a boyfriend.

I'm feeling much better today. Luke and I talked, said a lot of things that needed to be said but were holding back when we broke up. It's amazing how after a conversation when we're not playing games and telling just the truth can make you feel so good. There's definitely still an attraction/lust there but we've both decided that it won't work. Doesn't mean that I don't want him inside of me anymore, but I feel so much better and like that proverbial load has been lifted off my shoulders.

Anyways, I have to get ready for work. I think I'm going to wear one of the shirts that really accentuates my boobs...I'm on the hunt for men.